My hearts been broken all over again. Im not living like I was 4 years ago. I shouldnt have to wait a week to figure out you truly love her. You dont love me anymore. that stopped forever ago.&& i see it now. I thought that when we were together, you would brag about me like you did her. saying you missed me, or stating that we were indeed together.
but now i see, i'll never be that girl for you anymore.
I'll let the alcohol replace what you stole. What she stole.
because in the end, this is all i have left, a broken heart, memories, alcohol, && broken promises.
I cant chase someone who messed around with someone else. I cant fight for someone who should had let go at the mere sight of her lies, && most importantly, i cant fight for someone who doesnt want to understand the pain. Because I know ive put you through it. Without the exception of sleeping with anyone else but you.
You know that pain all too well. && since my world fell apart seeing the proof she sent me, I'll just let my world fall apart with alcohol && music.
Thank you for making me believe I was something. But now I can see the truth, i'll never be good enough. I'll never be her.
i'll never be your happy ending.
“Do you ever feel that everything is just too much, and you simply cannot deal with it anymore? Nothing is wrong - not really, but somehow nothing feels right either. You think you’re okay but then it’s gone one in the morning, and you’re awake, and thinking yourself into places you should never be, and it seems ridiculous that things could ever get better, because you’re too far gone now, to ever go back.”
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