U wanna call me a bad mother ??

Well la di fucking da !! Three months of u "not cheating" tht isnt shit compared to 2 years of ur bullshit !!! U wanna claim tht u changed ?? U wanna say its my fault tht were not working ??

Fine .. Ill take the blame .. Wanna kno why ?? Cause i kno none of this on me .. Im not the one who cheated && lied on a daily basis .. Im not the one who made u hate life .. 

Im done with it .. I got fed up with ur head && heart games .. 

Sorry .. 

Im not going to be sorry for me being happy for once .. Ive never fealt so free .. Ive nvr been able to be me && now tht i kno && have seen//experienced who u really are, no i wont be sorry .. Because i always jumped from one relationship to another, i never had time for just me && now tht i do .. Im not gonna go back to the life i was living ..

U shoulda realized ur problem when u had the chance .. Because u didnt care when i did .. U didnt try when i did .. U didnt love me when i loved u .. For two years i held "us" together .. But sorry .. Im not going to waste anymore time on an "us" tht shoulda been fine from point one .. 

My kids deserve bettr .. I deserve bettr .. Because the love tht i deserve ..Isn't going to be the stealing, cheating, lying "love" .. Its going to be the love the cherishes, encourages, && appreciates wht life REALLY is && can see beauty in everyday like i do ..

Its time to move forward .. Its time to be happy, its time to move to the nxt chapter of my life .. Lesson learned ..