But flashbacks of that first dance, the stolen dance, that night, it all went through my head all day.
I cant stop it, && i dont understand the emotion behind it all.
Confusion, dumbstruck, happy, sad, pissed off at myself.
Can one stop themselves from falling for someone who doesn't even acknowledge their existence?
I did nothing different, nothing different than what i normally do to shove myself away from the world around me.
&& yet your still there.
Why??
Why are u so damn different? What made YOU so special? Why was i so excited to see you?
I dont understand. I dont want to understand. I just want to forget.
Theres so much more for my mind to be focussed on, but yet at some point of the day, your there.
I dont want it that way. I dont want to be this way. I dont want to feel like a teenager, because i never got that. I never got those feelings over anyone. So why you?
Its time to cut all ties. Cut all connections. Because i dont understand why this hurts as bad as it does. You were never mine.
You'll never be mine.
Time for my mind && my heart to realize that. Its time to let go ..
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