Monday, November 5, 2012

Worry hit me like a truck

Ur just laying there, you don't want to move, ur burning hot .. && idk wht to do .. ur body is fighting this temperature .. because I'm watching u sweat it off .. but dear God, wht can be wrong with u ?? You're only 3 .. how many 3 year olds complain of a headache, && don't eat ?? This isn't a stage .. this is something thts wrong .. && its scaring the shit out of me .. I'm only 22 .. ur only 3 .. u were my first true love .. I never knew wht true unconditional love was until I fealt u kick for the first time .. we have to fight whatever this is baby .. if it weren't for you && your brother, I would had moved back to California .. I would be strung out on meth all ovr again .. I wouldn't kno my purpose in life .. u helped me find myself baby .. so .. On tht note .. I'm getting off to get my baby dressed .. && take him to the e.r ... Ill inform everyone who does read of whts going on .. I love u babies ..


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