All ive ever been, is a step mat .. All ive ever been is walked all over ..
&& that time is over .. Because im sick of being a doormat
If you dont like what i have to say, if you dont like the choices i make or who i am, then walk out of my life .. Not because im finally standing up for myself like i shoulda done years ago, but because im trying to be mean, but if you cant treat me like i deserve, then you dont deserve my prescence
I may be difficult, but im easy going .. I may have my times where to you im complaining, but its only because i want advice .. I have my bad days, but even on those bad days, youll see a smile on mt face .. Because that is who ive become .. The girl who smiles through her pain .. Because ive learned .. The people that cause you pain, whether it be a bully, co-worker, parents, sibling, spouse, etc. if they cause you pain , they dont deserve you .. There is beauty in every human being .. Not just because they're 100 pounds tan && what society calls perfect .. But because each one of us has a purpose ..
For example .. I would go to the ends of this earth to :
#1. Make sure my boys are happy//taken care of// always safe && loved
&&
#2. To help people, to feel like i made a difference .. && to let them know ,they are important ..
Thats just me .. Its my calling .. Its what i want to do with my life .. I want to be the mother that is always there for her babies .. All 5 of them .. I want to go back to school to be a lpn .. I want start over .. Be me .. Be happy .. && be the woman every girl wishes to be .. I wanna be successful.. I just want to be me ..
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