none of this is anything I'm used to! I'm so used to yelling at a daily basis. well that's what I used to be used to.
This amazing man I get to call mine, I don't even know how to describe! he works as much as he does, not only to supply my little family with a house, but to make sure the kids dress better than us, && always have what they need.
he works so many hours so that me && him can go on his random dates at these random places, which always turns into an unforgettable memory!
when I'm with him, there are no issues in the world my oldest son is decreasing his meds because hes just naturally becoming a happier kid!
he had this man standing behind the fence with me, to cheer him on for football tryouts!
no amount of words can describe it,
ive given all of me away before, && I regretted that to this day, but I think, maybe, just maybe, this one would be worth giving all of me away to.
after a year && a recent proposal, why not? I know everything there is to know about him. we never fight, hes there when I'm in my moods, he holds me regaurdless whether I want him to or not. hes been there for seizures, me throwing up. hes done my hair for me. given the kids bathed, cooked dinner for us. Like I said, the list goes on.
I don't plan on marrying him anytime soon. trust me, that lesson was learned! the only lesson I'm lacking in life, is the over compassion. That's something Ill always have, it just keeps me away of the stained people in your hearts && lives.
this man has given up so much just to let us live carefully, && safely. there isn't one day where we think we aren't loved. && its the things like that, that remind me, not everyone is terrible out there!!!!
much love,
the lamica && mcfarlin family <3
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